"Give 'em hell, Howard"

Am i the only one excited for the upcoming presidential elections? I just want to say that i love Dean! The thought of having a liberal in office makes me happy- anti war, gay marriages! C'mon everyone, vote this year and get the texan out of office.

Anyway, i must admit that i find government almost exciting. and i must also admit the only reason i do is because of government class.

It has to be my favorite class and not just because Mr. Sentman. i actually enjoy the people i share 5th period with.

There are people i would never hang out with, people i have hung out with, people i find annoying, people who make me laugh, people i make fun of. and when every one's opinions clash, it makes good entertainment.

and then there's just something about Mr. Sentman's dry humor and sarcasm that makes me really adore him.

Enough of that, lets get into something a bit more serious, yet still unrealistic.

Tab went to the hospital today. all because i read her diary, then told my mom to read it. who then showed nannie...well, i guess tab really really really hates me mom. like, loathing hate...detest kinda hate.

sure, i used to have fantasies about killing my mom..well, not really her specifically (since i just thought about killing "people" in general) but even though i've wanted to kill memebers of my family (nikki included) it's understandable for me because they're my relatives.

tab is not blood, so there is a big problem.

add in something about rat poisoning and two detectives from the city and we get our lovely Tabitha.

it hurts a little seeing as i consider to be close with tab, and she wants to take my mom away from me (when a little over a year ago my dad was taken from me)...but, i can understand from her point of view. my mom has treated her shitty...but, once i told my mom how her actions influenced people and how it made them feel, she stopped and started acting civilized. tabitha, stuck in her own perspective of her own world, still kept her one-sided view of my only parent left, and plotted specifics against my mom, her "enemy."

so, what's the overall story? my, if you will, point? think outside your own personal box. view something from a different angle- you might be enlightened.

<-gordon & maroon->