"must of been the same thing"

i just re-read the entry before this...i forgot i wrote it. but, it fits. right now, it just fits.

i have to be careful now, i feel like i should leave

like i'm unwelcome, yet so...

accepted. with open arms. and not just open arms...but, warm and wanted open arms.

Kate, you have to meet this person in my life. he describes everything...he is anything. he is every flaw, he is every wish, hope, and desire. i feel like you are the only one that can understand. o, if only you could know him like i do you would see so clearly.

we think alike.

i just want to impact something, someone...sometime.

hopefully i'll find that spot soon.

i never thought i believed in fate, but lately i'm begining to evaluate what i believe. i believe some things are just meant to fall into your lap. there are some lessons we are meant to learn at certain times.

so, i'm just staying optimistic and hoping that my dreams will come true if i stay positive and follow my instincts.

i feel like a toy- i feel alive, though. so, it's okay. and it's alright.

((Steven wore chucks with cuffed jeans. oh. my. god.))

<-gordon & maroon->