Well, I'm sick. Joy!

Times have overall been good.

I miss having some one to hold, some one to cuddle up with and watch a movie. Someone I can talk to...I don't really want a relationship, I just want someone to hug.

You know how people have "fuck buddies?" Well, I needs me a "cuddle buddy"

Maybe I should put an add in the paper...but, I think I would get the wrong kind of people to respond. Oh well, I'll be patient.

Spring break is here, which is good. I like sleeping in. It's good to do.

Uhh....hmmm. Well, yeah. I got mad at Alex the other day because he was being the smart ass dick he always is.

I hung out with Jessica Stewart. I like her, she's really awesome. I hope she hangs out with us, or me to be more specific, more often. It's nice to hang out with a girl figure.

Sure, I hang out with Pokey...but, she's not really like...a girl...you know, she doesn't do girl talk. But, Jessica and I can talk about guys and...well, that's about it. That defines girl talk to me. Guys.

Speaking of, there's a black belt in my karate class who I think has been hitting on me...but, I'm not quite sure.

Plus, he's older...like, 20something older. Which isn't a big deal to me, but it may be to him.

Oh, I give up...I always fall for the older man. I just can't resist an older man in a suit- forbidden.

I turn 18 soon so I'll be nice and legal then. But, who cares about the law anyway? I bet, on average, I speed past about 3 cops a day. And, I mean speed...at least 10 over the limit...and I never get pulled over. It's a great thing....

As the assumption goes: "I am a teenager, the laws to not abide to me. I am above law. I am indestructable." Whatever.

Babble is beatiful.

I got mad at Pokey today, but I'm over it. I don't care, whatever. I still think she made a mistake, but that's just because I LOATHE the stupid new Neil kid. I'm serious, he's a cocky son of a bitch.

I played Eukre with him a few days ago, and it did nothing but support my reason for hating him. I'm serious, i hate him. And I guess I just saw it that Pokey did nothing but make his freakin head even bigger.

But, I shouldn't care--- I graduate soon, and soon I don't have to deal with any of the people I have to deal with now.

But...it still makes me mad.

I wanna go on a date. bleh.

I'm going to go watch a movie...oh and a new episode of Pimp My Ride is on tonight! Love that show...

<-gordon & maroon->