| stupid compensation // 02-19-04 // 9:46 p.m. | |
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"i drew a map of canada oh canada... and i scetched your face on it twice" Diana Krall...amazing. Karate was good today, i saw Jon Guy for the first time in about a month. Before i went to the adult class i studied for my psych 2 test (tomorrow...) and so i've got all these humanistic and behaviorist theories and mindset going on. so, he tells us a story about a man, who has pysical disabilities but he can still woop your ass. He asks...how can he do this? i raised my hand, figuring i needed to talk more in class and put in my 2 cents, and i said "compensating, sir" boy, i felt retarded. i should've sticked with the cliche answer and politely say, "practice and determination" but, i figured some one may know where i'm coming from and...yeah, well...no one did. i felt stupid. he came back at me with something else, anyway...i got stubborn and replyed with "over compensating" i need to learn when to stop b/c then he just went on some off-the-topic tangem about working out harder or something. so yeah, that was that. i like karate- it's slowly filling that family-like void band left me with. good times. i suppose. other than that, things are okay- i've got a bitch of a report due soon, but oh well. it happens. "You're in my blood like holy wine you taste so bitter, but you taste so sweet... i could drink a case of you, darling and still be on my feet- and still be on my feet."
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