I figured i should update: Nikki just shit herself. it's very amusing...she's in the shower right now, and tab's on the tele calling all of Nikki's friends to tell them the good news.

My moms are at the store, talking about selling the bat-mo-buick and getting a new car...hopefully a Jeep.

and i'm waiting on Nikki to get out of the shower so we can go over to grammas.

I had a horrible dream last night even though i fell asleep very happy, next to Aaron.

Ironically the dream was about Aaron...and just like when i was with Adam, i had dreams about him cheating on me. I was in school talking with a friend, Meg i think it was, when some one mentioned that the day before they had seen Aaron with some ditzy chick named Candy or something, and they kissed and agreed to go out.

I got upset so I just walked out of the classroom and headed out to Aaron's work to do something, i was a mess. I was crying and i was confused...in the dream he was treating me bad, ignoring me and abusing me. Acting like he didn't care about me.

After i saw Aaron i went in my house and there was an old friend...Justin Shetter. i was shocked to see him, and he threw him on the bed and kissed him.

It was a weird dream...I don't know, i just woke up feeling horrible...but i'm glad it's not real.

Why do i have these dreams? Am i not secure enough? Do i think i'm not with the right person? I really like Aaron and i think he's a good person for me, despite the obvious impression that he's a bad influence. I really think our personality types fit together very well.

Anyway, Nikki's out of the shower from cleaning shit off herself...so i'm going to go. Good day all!

<-gordon & maroon->