I feel fine, like I should. Although I'm at work and there's a party going on. I still feel fine, and that's okay.

Feeling good because I'm somebody. I'm rising above. My doctor told me this would happen, that it's my personality type. Employers like me because I give a damn. Because I'm passionate. Whatever.

Talked with you today and it was good because you said you'd call me back to talk some more. And I'd like to talk some more. You havn't called back yet but I imagine you will sometime. Even if it's not today. Maybe later. Yeah.

So we may be friends and that'd be cool. I could see us being good friends- despite the age difference. We both just understand each other...and after only knowing each other for a couple of months, that's rare. It's because we have the same type of personality, and humour, and we both stalk people- or observe.

So, whatever happens happens, and whatever doesn't doesn't. But, you've showed me one thing that I'll always take with me. I will end up with some one like you one day. Not you, of course not you. But, some one like you...you've showed me what I want. And hopefully you'll show me how to get just that.

<-gordon & maroon->