...my life in a flute case...
times change // 05-20-04 // 9:43 p.m.

Senior picnic was today, and it was so much fun. Fo' real!

First off, i brought Twister....yes, I am the ruler! Seriously, i ruled all! Except for Jessica Stewart, who is my equal...but, i ruled over everyone else. I didn't loose one game. Okay, enough about that...b/c i don't want to talk about it anymore due to the fact Maynard wouldn't play with us and Sentman wasn't tangled in the mess either.

Well, speaking of Sentman, i was so glad he went b/c he was really hot. I'm so lame, but really- i'm not sure what it is about him, but we'll get married one day, i'm sure. He doesn't know it yet, but he's in love with me.

Well, Sarah brought a volleyball and that made it so much better b/c lately i've been having a desire to play volleyball...and there was a net...and there was sand so i got to take my shoes off!! It was all working out so perfect.

Too bad i suck at volleyball, but oh well. I go to play with all sorts of different people...people in my class that i had completely forgotten about. It made me realize how much i'm going to miss some of the people i've gone through school with.

I never thought i'd say this, but i think i actually will miss Haley Hall. she's so nice, i had forgotten about her. It was just relieving to be part of a group that wasn't clique-oriented. it was really nice.

I mean, all sorts of different people from different cliques playing volleyball together...socioligally speaking, it didn't make sence...the whole day was just based around love. it was just really nice.

and i don't mean to sound like a hippie either.

and then we ate Subway and Sentman was there and i was being so obvious about my crush on him that i didn't care anymore. i couldn't stop talking about him the entire day. and i couldn't stop occasionally locating him and staring at him for a little while, then continued what i was doing.

i missed a few shots in the game too. oh well, it was worth it..

he was wearing jeans, and nikes, and a gray AE outfitters shirt and a dark blue Yankees hat...and sometimes when he got all sweaty he'd put it on backwords...and at first he had his shirt tucked in, but then pulled it out b/c he was playing baseball (well, just passing it) with some other students and got all hot and...sweaty.

yeah.

well, it was just good times overall. got to hang out with my peeps on a nice day and got some good bonding time in. you know, that kinda stuff's always good.

tomorrow i'm going fishing with angelyn and eugenia...i havn't hung out with those two in forever, so it'll be a good "last hang out" kinda thing. we'll all go our separate ways after we graduate and, well, you know...stop talking. it sucks, but...hey, change happens.

well, that was pretty much my day. i went to karate and all that too...nikki came home to visit but i missed her b/c i was at school working on the magazine. which will be done by tomorrow!! horray!!

After school Davis and I were talking again, like we have been for the past week. and she said that she takes her editors out to eat and stuff and buys them thank-you presents. anyway, i didn't care really, but Davis was like "you should demand a steak dinner from mahaney- seriously" hahaha, then she told me how mahaney gets a big bonus in her next check due to the fact she's the teacher in charge of Birchbark. lol, and that i've been doing all the work. i just laughed b/c i enjoy doing it...but, as a joke i left a note on mahaneys desk asking for a big, nice dinner and that i knew about her bonus b/c davis told me about it. it's funny...but, i guess i wouldn't mind free food. i'm really indifferent. hahaha

well, i gotta go do some more work, and then gotta wake up early tomorrow- last day of H.S. tomorrow...yay!!

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