Slowly the acid tears away my bowels... not looking back, with no regrets.

god damn, i hate my body- fuck it. the acid level inside me is so high it's not even funny.

one day i'll have intense heartburn, the next acid will be flying out my ass.

i really should drink water...i really should.

::takes a drink of pepsi::

but, water just isn't too appealing to me, you know? i mean...what's in water? nothing. what does water have to offer my tastebuds? nothing.

but, i really could use it...they should make water pills or something. so that you don't have to drink the water, but you can still benifit from it. that would be great...but totally impossible.

i mean, what would they make the pills out of? water? ha!

knowing me, i'd be the gullible person buying those pills. hey...trickery is okay as long as i'm aware of it! ^_^

well, anyway...i'm scared to go to the bathroom b/c the acid will just rip me apart again. and it hurts so bad...

like, i've felt it before- we all have...but this is SEVERE acid burning shooting out my ass. i mean, it made me cry...it was so intense i cryed!! and i don't cry over pysical pain!

i just can't explain to you how bad it hurt...and i know it's not over, because i can feel it building up again.

god damnit. why?!

oh well, i guess it beats throwing up.

<-gordon & maroon->