i don't know what will happen tonight. i told you to come see me. i hope you do, i miss you. i let you know b/c i havn't seen you in a while.

learned some things today about people, we are based around influence. people inpire other people to be who they are.

but, if that were true- wouldn't i also be able to say that we are what we see. we are our friends, our family, our loved ones. the ones we admire and aspire to be.

we are we by being others. is this true? if so, who am i? who are you?

i am me, a mixture of all those whom i love. i am my family: my grandparents, my mother, my father. my daddy. i am the men i seek yet can never have. i am what i feel i am attracted to. i try not to be other things.

"act like you want to be and you'll be like you want to act." -dr. tim

never before have such words sounded so right.

i'm in love with a man. he fits into my life so well it questions my beliefs in fate.

i hope that one day i will find somebody- that somebody who is looking for some one like me. and for some crazy reason- i think i've already found Him.

<-gordon & maroon->