...my life in a flute case...
ode to pimp daddy // 08-14-04 // 3:20 a.m.

"Could be! Who knows? There's something due any day; I will know right away, Soon as it shows.

It may come cannonballing down through the sky, Gleam in its eye, Bright as a rose!

Who knows? It's only just out of reach, Down the block, on a beach, Under a tree.

I got a feeling there's a miracle due, Gonna come true, Coming to me!

Could it be? Yes, it could. Something's coming, something good, If I can wait! Something's coming, I don't know what it is, But it is Gonna be great!

With a click, with a shock, Phone'll jingle, door'll knock, Open the latch! Something's coming, don't know when, but it's soon; Catch the moon, One-handed catch!

Around the corner, Or whistling down the river, Come on, deliver To me! Will it be? Yes, it will. Maybe just by holding still, It'll be there!

Come on, something, come on in, don't be shy, Meet a guy, Pull up a chair! The air is humming, And something great is coming! Who knows?

It's only just out of reach, Down the block, on a beach, Maybe tonight..."

-Tony sings in West Side Story

we're growing so fast. growing to be pretty good friends. and i'm not scared. and i'm not worried.

i know it's true. you tell me the truth, i believe. i tell you the truth too, but only because i'm a lousy liar.

i let you know you can always come to me for truth.

you say you've got heavy things on your mind...that i cheer you up and make you feel better. hopefully one day you'll tell me your thoughts and let me see inside. inside that wonderful mind of yours.

i look up to you, you are a hero to me. you inspire me and warm me. i'm starting to see who you are. as each day goes by i can feel a shift. a change of direction. could it be time?

could this be fate?

we're both crazy, we're both demented. do you see something in me? what do you see in me? hopefully what i see in you.

i'm starting to see perks of being the boss's friend. i've only been there a couple months and i have most of the weekend off. you scheduled us both off on fridays.

and i'm so grateful. i don't know if this is a crazy way the world is telling me that "something's coming."

<-gordon & maroon->