I am feeling very stressed lately, which is something I'm not thrilled about. My IBS symptoms kicked in again tonight and it was more painful than usuall. Yeah, it sucked.

I've got my senior paper due Friday and my speech on Monday, so that's not to great either.

Nannie and my mom have been on my ass a lot too- for stupid shit. It's starting to get to me again, it's getting to the point where I can't stand the sound of Nannie's voice; she needs to go away.

Money is also something that's stressing me out- that and competition. I know I'm not poor, but i feel like i am. I never have any and when I do I hold on to it so tight it slips away and frustrates me. I hate how money works, I really do.

I'm really thinking about moving out when I start college. I don't know how much more i can take of this living at home stuff. Everyone's just pissing me off.

Whateva.

<-gordon & maroon->